End Year Eve

not an exciting end year eve....i spend my night on my bed, scooped up with high body temperature and like something inside my head going blew up, and bad influenza hurting my nose...very bad end year eve.
I just want enjoying end year eve party, seeing firewall....thats it....even i woke up right on time, when firewall blast shocked on my sleep. But my Lord want me in another way to go through my ends year. ALLAH want me stay in my bed, muse over my mistakes, my sins, rebelity (forgive me my Lord, mercies me ya ALLAH). That was perfect great new year eve.....arent????
Thanks ALLAH, YOU always mercies me even my rebelity mounded like an everest........